So, a whole week of stress, well not evey moment or even every day but in general the week was stressful. We wake up every morning to the sounds of wasps buzzing around the bedroom. crazy ,there's a plague of them this summer.

Work was up and down, had it's great days and it's rotten moments, but only 4 more months to go so it's okay. I am glad I will have an end. I think things are changing and not for the better there. New security, problems
with things missing, it's so sad.

Belly dance fest last night, amazing, and fun and healing. it was a good thing to do at the right time. My battery was low and I needed recharging.

in th emeant ime today is a work day at home, the moving comany coms in to give an estimate on the 6th and we need to sort our chaos out by then. arghhhhhhhh, this is why I don't sleep at night I suppose it will be better when we have a place to go to instead of a void. any way, we'll see, now the time rubberband thing has begun to accelerate time has sped up and
it won't be long now.

Good things are that Honor and John will be back again and I get to do some travelling with Marcus and his business trip thingy. I wonder if I will ever settle, this move is different ( aren't they all) and I feel a sadness and a dissassociation  from things here earlier, i am letting go instead of hanging on. It is a strange experience.

well these are early mornig can't find the key board ramblings of a wasp woken person. Still our pact with the wee beasties is in olace andno one has broekn it, they don't harm me, I don't harm them. WE spend a lot of tim eshooingthem out of the house, there is a nest somewhere in the walls of the house. and our flat is the short cut :)

so everyone out there in bloggy land...

until then be excellent to each other.

it sucked

glad it's over

Until then, be excellent to each other.

gotta love the medium of moving pictures....

Pitch Dark  ******  excellent gotta love Vin Diesel in this role. Cannot wait for the Riddick Chronicles.

Starsky and hutch ***  was okay the series was way better

Cold Mountain  ****** amazing music, amazing scenery amazing everything except the frigging ending. Why are crows always bad???

Notting Hill ****** good antidote to cold mountain.

Movies coming up to look forward to...(DVD)

Underworld, VanHelsing, Harry Potter3, Star Wars origional, Star Trek series origional amnd so many more.....

I am typing in the dark, the night comes earlier now and winter won't be so very long. pretty sunset, red and fiery and there are crickets chirping although it's not so warm as it was a week ago. Cleaned up sorted out fretted some about this stupid move and ponderd a lot of things.... usualy what Sundays are all about.

too much stuff and an uncertain future right now....
and watching films like Cold Mountain only serve to remind me that humans do terrible things to each other and it just never seems to end. Crows aren't bad omens they are just birds and they'd pick at the corn and the sun flowers if we didn't give them so many bodies to feed off of. It would be nice if we could respect one another even if we all don't much like the other people around us. It's something to think about.

until then be excellent to each other

yup I know It's really boring when there is no new blog..sorry about that but it's been way hot here so the dell who doesn't much like the heat hasbeen off a lot and I have been busy with token making and house cleaning and laundry doing, physio therapy and of course work.

This summer it has been short and sweet and very full of wasps, more wasps than I can remember seeing snce I left Scotland and my mum used to make wasp traps out of jamjars and left over jam. nasty wee beasties and for some obscure reason I am terrified of them, a wasp fllies near me and I panic full blown sweats and goosebumps and so on... weird. I oly remember being stung once but I guess it was enough.

oh well gotta go my morning physio is in half an hour and Ihavn't showered yet.

until then be excellent to each other.